Sad

The day started out alright, I was in a good mood thanks to chatting with a nice friend. But tonight has been rough. In trying to help others that suffer from depression by chatting with them in the JFT Depression Support Forum's Chat Room I was bombarded with so much negativity and hopelessness from 2 people I was talking to hoping to be able to make them feel a little better, but instead they made me feel worst. If it wasn't for the support and encouragement of a friend, I would have been triggered into a really bad/blue mood. Wouldn't feel sad right now if it wasn't for an email I got with some pictures of the head of my mother's custom made mannequin from the man who's making it. The second time he sent me pictures of the head it looked a lot like my brother and just needed very minor alterations. From the new pictures I can see that the new face does not look much like my brother. It looks like a completely different face and the nose is so long and pointy, like a witch's hook nose. I am so sad and disappointed. I hope it can be fixed.

Here are the new photos.